| Wala. Natuwa lang ako |
[29 Oct 2007|12:59am] |
It's funny! Demons with European accents. Amazing stuff. And malapit na rin maghalloween.
And I will have my wisdom teeth extracted Monday. Oh yeah. To the pain!
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| For Ziggie! Good luck! |
[14 Sep 2007|12:13am] |
Hey! Help me become ETC's next IT GUY and Sam Oh's next co host on ETC!
You can do this by texting ETC A to 2600!
Text as many times as possible and tell all your family and friends!
Repost this on all your blogs please! (multiply, livejournal, friendster, facebook...etc)
Spread the Word!
I'll be needing prayers too!
We're 5 finalists!
Finals is on September 28, 2007 7pm at the Music Hall of the SM Mall of Asia
Thanks so much!!!
God bless!!!
Ziggie Gonzales
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| Random whatever. |
[30 Aug 2007|01:45am] |
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I miss typing. I miss the clacking sounds my keyboard makes when I type about senseless things so I do it now.
--I miss college. Basically my apprehensions when I was a senior in college became a reality (duh). Now I miss college. The loose, comfortable atmosphere. I get that in law school, but it is different. Iba na talaga pag graduate na.
--Because of the crappy days that happened during my stay in Manila Pen, I want a Manila Pen redux. Maybe for my birthday or whatever. A weekend. All me. I just love hotels. It connects with my inner happiness. Malabo talaga. Then, people can come over or whatever. When I'm there though, sarap lang matulog.
--I can write a novel inspired by this certain person. Of all the crappy and noble thoughts, I can write a poor-man's paulo coelho version of whatever cheesy stuff he writes (or maybe dirt-poor. or almost dead poor because I am not exactly a writer). If you cannot get to connect with that particular person, relate your experiences with others. Hahaha
--It would actually suck imagining yourself floating in the pacific ocean at midnight, all alone. But it's better than floating in the Dead Sea
--I remember tons of things as if it were yesterday, it's normal right? Well, at least you know you have a functioning brain.
--My grandfather was too damn good at what he did, I think I'm an automatic failure, in a good way.
--The more you want something, the more difficult it is to get.
--The less you ask for it, the more it asks for you.
--tama na itong nonsense na ito.
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| The Midterm iPod Playlist |
[08 Aug 2007|11:18pm] |
Love Story- Kat McPhee
Do You Know (The Ping Pong Song)- Enrique Iglesias
Stolen- Dashboard Confessional
Clothes Off- Gym Class Heroes
Shake Your Tail Feather- Nelly feat. P. Diddy, Murphy Lee
Too Little Too Late- JoJo
Better Days- Goo Goo Dolls
Speeding Cars- Imogen Heap
Extreme Ways- Moby
Hide and Seek- Imogen Heap
Warning Sign- Coldplay
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| FORTE! |
[25 Jul 2007|01:24am] |
Hello!
We just established a music organization in Ateneo Law School, which is called Forte! The Ateneo Music Organization. Forte for short.
Wala. Daming puwedeng pagtripan eh. If you have any ideas or whatnot, please text or comment. If ever you have events rin or ideas of gigs, please let us know.
As in brand new kami ha. So ideas would be nice. Nothing solid pa naman in terms of band pool, evnets, etc. :")
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| Whapak! |
[04 Jul 2007|01:41am] |
'Etong sayo!!! *sampal* (For those who watched Transformers... unlike some people... mahiya nga kayo)
Who’s gonna tell you when,
It’s too late,
Who’s gonna tell you things,
Aren’t so great.
You cant go on, thinkin’,
Nothings’ wrong, but bye,
Who’s gonna drive you home,
Tonight.?
Who’s gonna pick you up,
When you fall?
Who’s gonna hang it up,
When you call?
Who’s gonna pay attention,
To your dreams?
And who’s gonna plug their ears,
When you scream?
You can’t go on, thinkin’
Nothings wrong, but bye,
(who’s gonna drive you)
(who’s gonna drive you)
Who’s gonna drive you home, tonight?
(who’s gonna drive you home)
(bye baby)
(bye baby)
(bye baby)
(bye baby)
Who’s gonna hold you down,
When you shake?
Who’s gonna come around,
When you break?
You can’t go on, thinkin’,
Nothin’s wrong, but bye,
(who’s gonna drive you)
(who’s gonna drive you)
Who’s gonna drive you home, tonight?
(who’s gonna drive you home)
Oh, you know you can’t go on, thinkin’,
Nothin’s wrong,
(who’s gonna drive you)
(who’s gonna drive you home)
Who’s gonna drive you home, tonight?
(bye baby)
(bye baby)
(bye baby)
"Drive" Song Lyrics
(Performed by The Cars)
source: http://www.lovesongs.com/lyrics/Drive.html
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| let's toast a post, shall we? |
[16 Jun 2007|11:55pm] |
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Most of the time, I think. Who doesn't? The usual problem is that when the time comes for me to actually write or type something, I am unable to do so. Like right now. I have so many things to say, so many things to share, but nothing comes out.
Thoughts are sacred, however I love to type. I love to blot papers, I love the clacking sounds of the keyboard in such an organized and consecutive fashion. As of late, it is great keeping things to myself, but of course, like everything it has its repercussions. Either way, the time I spend gazing out of a window of some store comforts me. It sends a message that everything out there seems in order, and that you are not alone. You are, but you aren't. Weird? Not really.
I just want to type, anything. It doesn't have to have any meaning. I just want to type so I can read it, so maybe you will read it, and hopefully it is thought-provoking enough that it will help you with something you also have been thinking about... I just hope that it does not make you think bad things... I just love typing "I just" in the beginning of most sentences in this paragraph.
Like law school, nothing is certain. So a friend was indeed right, that I should treat my everday existence in that school like it is a blessing, for it sure is. Right now, I still maintain the mentality that I had last semester. It is an edge I am not willing to give up. It makes everything interesting for me.
Tit for tat. Juggling exercises. I have been wanting to work. My parents have been forcing me to work. Truth is I will kill myself if I work and study. Now, I think suicide is an interesting concept, don't you think? Seems interesting to me. Death and taxes.
What's with the emo-ness of songs and they always refer to Boston? Because it's cold? Can someone shed some light on this?
Back to the fundamentals. Like my shooting in basketball, which has improved (which basically means I am really, really... really consistent), so did my study habits. Though my study habits are still all over the place... literally and figuratively. Literally you say? Well, check out my house. They are all over the place I tell you.
Interesting so far, because I have typed a hefty number of words for a usual blog day, and I have said nothing that really pertains to my train of thought. Decoy, so to speak.
*Your hands are shaking cold, your hands are mine to hold... speak to me.*
When you feel that you control nothing in your life, might as well do something productive with it. Moping and ranting about it won't do. I rant, and I just erase my opponent in basketball. I rant, and I erase an army from a video game. I rant, and I make someone laugh. I like when I do that. At least they don't feel like it's such a burden.
Sometimes, I feel like I just want to write a personal letter, and give it to that person. It is a great thing to do when you do not want to feel all awkward about it. However, that's still evidence. I remember this time when I did write a heartfelt letter, and I remember a friend recounting that the person I wrote to was just laughing at it with a friend. Not that you wouldn't care, that's why you wrote the letter. Anyway, where is that person now. That's all I have to say.
I try to make everyone in my life have their mark. Simply put, I remember them for something. Something good. I learn from them. They give me more things to think about. I wonder if other people give a damn. Perhaps not, but that's their problem.
Regarding Final Fantasy VIII. Squall's such an ass... or loser... or better yet, an IDIOT. Taena, you have Quistis who's hot, then Rinoa... then you act like they mean nothing... then you pick the Rinoa over Quistis... in which you could actually have both. Or Quistis first, then Rinoa. With Cloud, we had the option to be interested in either Aeris or Tifa... well boohoo for Team Aeris, but Tifa's going to win. With FFVIII, bah. Such an idiot. Squall's favorite statement "......." Boring.
Regarding Final Fantasy VII. I miss playing that game. But when I try to play it, the pain comes back. Aeris will die, and the game will suck after that. Why bother. By the time you can kill Sephiroth, you'd have already whacked your TV.
Regarding Chrono Trigger. I want a PSP with an SNES Emulator to play Chrono Trigger. This game, has the perfect mix, that will keep me playing it... when I am outside the house and bored.
Regarding NFS: Carbon. I finished it in two days. Good game, but come on. Two days?!
Anyway senseless na. Stop na.
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| Orsem |
[30 May 2007|04:08pm] |
law school orsem, aliw rin siya. hehehe :")
I had a lot of fun, tiring, since TNT, pero astig.
Salamat rin sa mga kapwa kong mga nagvolunteer. :"D
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| Now I have seen the gap. |
[15 Mar 2007|01:14am] |
Earlier, I saw my best friend, the first time in weeks. In the past, we see each other almost everyday, then weekly, then sparingly. Naturally, we knew what was coming, but law school really separates us from the outside world, whether we like it or not. I just find it weird that I have so many stories to share that my old comrade would not understand.
Well, that is life. I love every second of it... knowing that I am enjoying the last days in law.
We will see. I shall go out a Spartan. Whatever it is, I shall be victorious.
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| Maybe... |
[21 Feb 2007|01:53am] |
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This Ain't a Scene, It's an Arms Race |
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Just a thought.
Usually people think about the past... how they want to re-live it or something like that. In theory, it may be plausible... well not really.
You see, I think we only find those moments when we are about to die. The famous saying that your life flashes before your eyes thing. The shortest moment in your life could be your longest. Remember, light years and the theory of relativity and how the time continuum works, not to mention the theory that we only use 10% of our memory.
Okay, the 10% is debatable, but regarding the others, one can only posit the theory to such an extent. Our brain is too big to be stupid. Another debatable statement. Haha! ANYWAY, what I am saying is that there is so much more we haven't discovered. At the point of death, or right before it, could possibly be the longest part of your life. It has both scientific and religous implications.
A relative told me, a devout Catholic, that in theory, when we die, we become perfect. We are washed of our imperfections, and this includes our emotions, biases, etc. Perfection in a sense has no preference. We are one, and one is all type of thing. It is like when you go to heaven, you see everyone and everything equally. Your mom, your granma, your sis, bro, your ex-wife, ex-husband, gay lover whatever. I honestly don't buy this crap, because I believe in love that lasts beyond my lifetime. But you can never argue that with the lines "Till death do us part", which makes a whole lot of sense. So in relation to the thought, we are graced with this one last look, as a human, to rekindle the past. In this process, we are able to gain everything that is positive, which in turn will progress into our perfection. I mean come on, you are dying, are you that bitchy to still think ill of anyone? Well kung ganon, bilib nako sa galit niyo. Haha
For the scientific purpose, well, when you're dead, you're dead. So one last run at the tape before switching off. Perhaps we become one with the universe, as space dust. Hey, they do say that we are made out of the particles of what we see in the night sky. Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, there ya go. Everything has its cycle. Perhaps we become spiritual energy that helps charge the sun. That does not sound so bad...
The more people die, the more charge the sun has. As our future becomes certain in the sense that medical advances have been able to prolong life than what it was meant to be, the less charge the sun has, and therefore, its lifespan is shortened. Hence, in the near future, it will create a measly nova that will kill the entire earth. Makes sense...
So when that time comes, everything will become eradicated. And the sun will be fully charged... oh I forgot it's gone. Well, perhaps the remnants of this nova will be sucked in a black hole, thus creating a vortex that may possibly lead to a wormhole to another dimension. In the process, another big bang will occur, and then the earth is formed once again, in another dimension. What a nifty reset button, excluding all religion.
Well you have the popular Revelation in the Bible. Cutesy stuff, with the trumpets and all. They are all a band from hell, any instrument they play just rips the earth apart. Interesting... wala atang binatbat Plane Divides The Sky dun ah... (naks Plug-in). Seriously though, mas gusto ko yung mga horses or whatever creature that is there in that part.
Light years. Amazing stuff. When you look up in the sky, the stars you see are lagged by x light years. Technically, they might be already dead when you stargaze up in the sky.
So probably that moment happens when it is our time... nyerk.
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| Sa Wakas |
[05 Feb 2007|11:50am] |
If you see my blog layout and look to your left, you will see a collage (feeling ampuch) of pics, then you will see a quarterback with the jersey number 18. He is Peyton Manning, a really good QB, and he just won the Super Bowl, finally. After years of disappointment, he was able to beat the Pats then the Bears. I honestly think that he won't be able to make a repeat, so I am glad he seized this moment. The Bears will be back, if Grossman is able to be consistent before getting booted out. Hehehe Grossman's good, he just needs to have more experience on the field.
Other than that, ewan. Haha
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| Nice gift! |
[27 Jan 2007|01:17am] |
Thanks Jess! Di ko akalain. Naks! Really nice! :"D I used it earlier while studying.
Sabaw na utak ko, di ko na kaya. Good luck na lang tomorrow... or later.
On other news... wala! Hopefully Flag after Consti. Talagang I will zoom to Katip after the test!
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| tagged by konsensya |
[15 Sep 2006|12:58am] |
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Bitiw- Sponge Cola |
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7 songs am listening to right now...
1. Come to Me- P. Diddy feat. Nicole Scherzinger
2. Bitiw- Sponge Cola (YES! NICE ONE YAEL)
3. Sexy Back- Justin Timberlake
4. Stars- Callalily
5. Speeding Cars- Imogen Heap
6. Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol
7. Fantasy- Mariah Carey
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| from euric's blog |
[12 Jun 2006|11:53pm] |
I liked Euric's (xbluexeaglex)post, and although I made some remarks, which also may label me as a nice guy... I would not say that. I have hurt a woman, I have made her cry. I do know one thing: I respect them. Women deserve to be respected, just like everyone else. That's the main difference between a real jerk, and just a jerk. Haha labo.
To every guy that regrets hurting or losing her. [maybe]
To every guy who knows which girl he wants. [yes]
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." [yes]
To every guy that was never too busy to drive
across town to see her. [yes]
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when
she is sick. [yes]
To every guy who has given her flowers just
because. [yes]
To every guy that said he would die for her. [umm...]
To every guy that really would. [hay.]
To every guy that did what she wanted to do [sometimes]
To every guy that cried in front of her. [no]
To every guy that she cried in front of. [it's a good feeling, as long as you're not the reason]
To every guy that holds hands with her. [haha]
To every guy that kisses her with meaning. [another haha]
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. [HAHAHA!]
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. [buwahahaha!!!]
To every guy who would give their jacket up for
her. [this is getting funnier by the minute!!!]
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home
safe. [oh my gosh... stop it! haha!]
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for
hours just to be able to see her for ten minutes. [hmm... medyo momentum killer ito ha]
To every guy that would give his seat up. [depends]
To every guy that just wants to cuddle. [nice]
To every guy that reassured her that she was
beautiful no matter what. [doesn't seem to work, even if i am that smitten]
To every guy who told his secrets to her. [agree]
To every guy that tried to show how much he
cared
through every word and every breath. [rather than saying the obvious, yes]
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the
one. [yeah.]
To every guy that believed in her dreams. [and supported her so that she may get them]
To every guy that would have done anything so
she
could achieve them. [oh... it's here pala. haha]
To every guy that never laughed at her when she
told him her dreams. [i laugh... doesn't mean i don't care.]
To every guy that walked her to her car. [a;ways]
To every guy that wasn't just trying to get laid. [key word: "just"]
To every guy that actually listened. [oh so many times]
To every guy that gave his heart only to have it
shoved back in his face. [thanks for giving me my heart back]
To every guy who prays that she is happy even if
you are not with her [of course! why be that bitter]
This is one bulletin for you...
Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore. And
because of this, there are not many left out there...
If you are a nice guy repost this with "Nice guys
finish last."
If you are a girl that thinks every guy should try to
acomplish even a few of these repost this
with: "To
the nice guys"
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| Baduy... |
[22 May 2006|08:22am] |
Cleveland lost... hehehe marami pang bigas na kakainin si LeBron. :"P
And since ang userpic ni Dylan logo ng Red Wings... I had this flashback of how they lost... hehehe
OO na, Avs got swept naman by the Ducks eh. I don't know which one's worse... to be beaten by the 8th seed, or to be beaten by the Ducks. I mean there is nothing wrong with the Ducks because they're good. But then, the Ducks?!
Thanks to Sansan for my lovely userpic. Hehehe :"P Yes, it seems that the title bar "Live Journal" should be changed to "Rockwell" or something... sad.
I hope San Antonio beats Dallas, I hope Edmonton Oilers win the Stanley Cup, and I hope I will be able to do the things I've been wanting to do... so far, waking up early is the only thing I have done. Hehe :")
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| Oh no. |
[16 May 2006|04:23pm] |
No matter what I say, no matter what I do.
It still remains. That thing still remains.
Hahaha... tawa na lang. Di pa naman ako patay eh.
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| Since wala akong matype na maayos, ito na lang! |
[25 Apr 2006|12:18pm] |
Name ten of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick ten people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.
This is in no particular order:
1. Doing house chores (that's *when* I do them. Fulfilling it is.)
2. Knowing what to do in a particular situation
3. Starbucks, great coffee + someone you can really have a conversation with. Panalo.
4. Laugh trip. Without smoking up. :"P
5. Showing off (in a good way), and making that person smile. *ahem* :"P
6. Driving in silence...
7. Late night spontaneous drinking sessions... makes you feel loved and remembered.
8. The situations where I just smile and say "God works in mysterious ways"
9. Making other people's day. Priceless.
10. Performing in a band... isa pang priceless.
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| Sabi ni Lili kulang pa... so here's Part II |
[23 Apr 2006|01:21pm] |
Do you:
(x) shop for non-needed items for yourself (like clothes, jewelry, electronics) at least once a week
(x) do your regular grocery shopping at high-end or specialty stores
(x) pay someone else to clean your house (not anymore), do dishe(we do that), or launder your clothes (patay tayo dito)
(x) go on weekend mini-vacations
( ) send dinners back with every flaw
(x) wear perfume or cologne (not body spray)
(x) regularly get your hair styled or nails done in a salon
( ) have a job but don't need the money OR
(x) stay at home with little financial sacrifice
(x) pay someone else to cook your meals
( ) pay someone else to watch your children or walk your dogs
( ) regularly pay someone else to drive you
( ) expect a gift after you fight with your partner
Are you:
(x) an only child
( ) married/partnered to a wealthy person
( ) baffled/surprised when you don't get your way
(x) been on a cruise
(x) traveled out of the country
(x) met a celebrity
( ) been to the Caribbean
( ) been to Europe
( ) been to Hawaii
( ) been to New York
( ) eaten at the space needle in Seattle
( ) been to the Mall of America
( ) been on the Eiffel tower in Paris
( ) been on the Statue of Liberty in New York
( ) moved more than three times because you wanted to
(x) dined with local political figures
( ) been to both the Atlantic coast and the Pacific coast
[kainggit naman yung mga Paris, NY nila. argh.]
Did you:
( ) go to another country for your honeymoon
( ) hire a professional photographer for your wedding or party
(x) take riding or swimming lessons as a child
(x) attend private school
( ) have a Sweet 16 birthday party thrown for you
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| Hmm... 17?! |
[21 Apr 2006|01:18am] |
40+ means you're spoiled
Do you have:
(1) your own cell phone
(2) a television in your bedroom
(3) an iPod/MP3 player
( ) a photo printer
(4) your own phone line
( ) TiVo or a generic digital video recorder
(5) high-speed internet access (i.e., not dialup)
( ) a surround sound system in bedroom
(6) DVD player in bedroom (my PC is in my room)
( ) at least a hundred DVDs
(7) a childfree bathroom
( ) your own in-house office
( ) a pool
( ) a guest house
( ) a game room
( ) a queen-size bed or larger
( ) a stocked bar
( ) a working dishwasher
( ) an icemaker
( ) a working washer and dryer
( ) more than 20 pairs of shoes
(8) at least ten things from a designer store
( ) expensive sunglasses
( ) framed original art
( ) Egyptian cotton sheets or towels
( ) a multi-speed bike
( ) a gym membership
( ) large exercise equipment at home
( ) your own set of golf clubs
( ) a pool table
(9) a tennis court (exclusive for homeowners)
( ) local access to a lake, large pond, or the sea
( ) your own pair of skis
( ) enough camping gear for a weekend trip in an isolated area
( ) a boat
( ) a jet ski
( ) a neighborhood committee membership
(10) a beach house or a vacation house/cabin
( ) wealthy family members
(11) two or more family cars
( ) a walk-in closet or pantry
( ) a yard
( ) a hammock
( ) a personal trainer
( ) good credit (err...?)
(12) expensive jewelry
( ) a designer bag that required being on a waiting list to get
( ) at least $100 cash in your possession right now
(13) more than two credit cards bearing your name
( ) a stock portfolio
(14) passport
(15) a horse (waaah... wasn't riding it anyway)
( ) a trust fund (either for you or created by you)
(16) private medical insurance
(17) a college degree, and no outstanding student loans
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